Being Bridget

Haven't seen N in ages cos she's had a really busy week. And because K, my flatmate, if off on his travels again, I've been kind of lonely this week. Maybe I didn't help my own mental state by watching Donnie Darko (http://www.donniedarko.com/), which always puts me in a melancholy mood.

Missing someone this much over the space of just a few days is not a good sign. Really don't want to become needy. Plus, I can't escape the nagging feeling that I'm going to get chucked at some point. But if one always thinks like that, how can one ever enjoy anything? I do love her.